((okay guys this is gonna be completely separate from Zander's dilemma and the reason will be explained about a week from now I have Eine's full backstory completely fleshed out and finished HOWEVER because he is now a wanted criminal there won't be time to put anything up related to do with his past as its explained in this journal entry everything he possessed is now gone so his past is completely destroyed or is it?))
Journal entry 6 *corrupted data pad*
The blood.. oh god the blood it hasn't left my hands. It has been a week and already my memories have become quite clear I was responsible for the deaths of so many. I was also responsible for espionage and yet.... as clear as my memories have become I still see somebody at the end of it. I don't know who she is but I feel as if I met her before and after that just darkness. God the darkness is the worst bit. I wandered around newland desert with tattered clothing, blood stains and my cyberdeck scrambled. All I could remember was the clarity and certainty of what my mind was telling me and the worst part is... I can almost believe it. The details were so real so unforgettable and yet it seems as if I am missing something. Something very important. I am confused and lost the worst part is I don't remember who my friends are now and I have very little knowledge of what is to come.
I remembered my assignment I worked as a clan spy within omni-R&D. I remembered stealing valuable technology however I also remembered that my cover was blown. Omni-tek hunts me now. But its strange I remember everything about what happened in my assignment however there are little things that make me question myself. Who is the girl at the end of it and the sudden blackness? Something else is frightening to me this data journal its.... new and recent I lost my old one. Where is all my information where is my past several months of assignments? I remember everything up to what happened after my cover got blown four years ago with the 4 holes incident and yet... There are still gaps in my memory.
Whats worse is I have absolutely nothing of proof of where I have been or any kind of evidence I have been anywhere except running and hiding about in rubi-ka for many years from omni-tek but that can't be right. I can't even remember who my friend's are and its scaring me. Something even worse is happening I no longer have any knowledge of my research its all gone. I have nothing, I know nobody and the only thing I remember is the girl at the end of my memory and the black out. I am a wanted man now. It seems almost eery I think I was a marked man at one point in my life but I can't remember. Nowhere on Rubi-Ka is truly safe now. I no longer know what to do now that I am lost. I can't remember my friend's and my established home is no longer safe sometimes I think about heading back into the shadowlands and leaving rubi-ka entirely again.
However the technology and means I have to leave rubi-ka are likely being monitored closely by omni-tek. Nowhere is ever truly safe for me anymore. I have few options and the last few are ones I shudder to think about. I will have to kill again maybe permanently its the only solution. They will never stop looking for me. I will have to find out everything I can about this situation. I will try to remain strong.... I must remain strong I can't let Omni-tek beat me. I need leads to find out what happened. I think I may have to bait myself to get answers I will definitely need help but who can I ask? who could possibly help me if they believe I am a criminal?
*data pad shuts off with smeared blood all over it*
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