((wow its been 4 years since I have even been here id figure id give RP another go this is the ONLY game I have any interest with it on amazingly enough anyways without further ado the story))
Journal entries of Eine Zanders:
After awakening from my comatose state from four years I have found many changes both on Rubi-Ka and the shadowlands. my name is Eine Zanders I am a doctor, or rather a scientist for nano technology or rather I was I have lost my identity, my personality sometimes I think I have lost my soul. I find that only the assignments I find often keep me busy it keeps me from thinking too much about my fate.
I still remember entering the communication channels talking to the people on those channels keeps me lucid in my moments of sadness. Hearing kate's voice or her callsign "falikos" was refreshing it often reminds me of who I was before the accident.
I often wonder what life would have been like had I stayed neutral but again I have forgotten my reason for even joining the clans some would say I seek justice, or truth or some other bull **** reason. However all I want is my questions answered yet what kind of answers will I find when I can successfully put my life back together again?
The assignments those jobs I always take the way they are designed makes it sound cold and clinical almost like an operation but nothing is as clear cut as it seems. Apparently newland city is plagued with alien abductions the worst part though is nobody seems to really care or if they do its only for entertainment value. That is just one example of finding things I have never learned about happen on a day to day basis on this crazy world since I have woke up.
Some things are not always what they appear to be and yet the cold apathy of it drives me nuts sometimes. Just because we have advanced our technology to the point of cheating death doesn't mean we should take anything we see here for granted after all there has to be a point where everything comes full circle.
my adventures into the shadowlands often leave me with a sense of unease and nervousness yet the cavalier attitude some of the people in the communication channel have when I discover these truths just makes me curious and at the same time afraid. In any case I still explore and search the shadowlands because my questions remain unanswered. Maybe one day when I find my answers things will become much more clear until then I sign off on this journal entry till next time.
-callsign- Freezan
((phew anyways comments appreciated I have actually written a lot so I hope there isn't any mistakes if so then feedback would be appreciated only way to get better at this is to keep writing.))