The bed wasn't made, sheets wrinkled upon themselves. The terminal on her desk was lifeless. The world outside her window was the only movement she could see. A plane would zoom past once in a while, some carrier ships floating off in the distance.
Her head ached fiercely now, and comfort soon became her immediate goal. The bedroom door shut with that familiar 'swoosh' as she moved to sit on the edge of her bed, back to the window. Reaching down, she slipped off her boots, then unbuckled her pants to squirm free of them as well. She twisted around and clumsily searched the bed sheets. Just as she expected, she found her discarded nightshirt.
Time blurred yet again as she lay there now, gazing up at the ceiling. The agent still felt strange, intoxicated... but it had been hours upon hours. She couldn't understand it no matter how much she thought on it. Then again, thinking wasn't that ideal of an activity right now. Perhaps she was just tired...
Raquel rolled over onto her side to gaze at the window. Her vision was still off, somewhat, but what she saw shocked her. The city landscape was no longer there... There was nothing but solid blackness beyond the glass. She pushed herself to sit up and just gazed at the abyss before her, her mouth agape. Blinking furiously, she tried to push it from her mind, hoping... hoping it was all just a waking dream. She even went so far as to rub her eyes roughly. Laying back down, keeping her calm, she held her eyes shut... her breath was short, she felt so nervous.
Just.. go to sleep, ignore it..
The opifex tried to convince herself... anything she could do... just... sleep. The air around her grew cold, her skin felt so tight. A dark familiarity swept over her now. Her stomach knotted up, dread setting into her heart. Fear almost overtook her as she curled up in her bed.
It... was still there.
Warm air rushed over her face, like a ghostly caress. Something wasn't right... or was it. The last few days had been both frightening and wonderful. She thought for sure, she was normal again, the cure had worked...
The dread broiling in her chest proved otherwise, as the world around her seeped back into shadows. Raquel refused to open her eyes, she refused to believe it. Suddenly, her spirit was strengthened. Something brave grew inside that dread, realisation of another kind: to be strong.
Instead of merely being a trembling mass of fear, she resolved herself.. remembered who she was. She was strong. She had survived many things... Her mind fed off the fear, the sensations, the cold, the adrenaline racing to her head. Calculating, she sought out a reason, a reason as to why... it hadn't left her. Why did it reappear now?
She snapped her eyes open, prepared to face the shadows, the dark, the fear. Only the still, empty room greeted her, however. Quickly she turned to the window once more.. and the city landscape stared back at her. Her shoulders slumped with confusion.
With a sigh, now fully awake, she scooted closer to her nightstand. With the press of a light on the front, a drawer opened. Inside lay a folder of sorts. Pulling it free from the nightstand, she sat up to open it. Inside lay a few papers. Rosters, schedules, job applications... and one other paper. Raquel thumbed her way to it and studied it, probably for the hundredth time that week.
Sighing again, she tossed the folder to the floor and rolled over to look for real sleep.
Perhaps the morning would be brighter...