Well since the amnesty has stopped things have got really upsetting for me.
I am a clanswomen and i love the space and freedom we have, the trees the blue lakes with the sunset reflecting of them.
The upsetting thing for me is the fact that i have a cousin living in Omni-Trade which i visited twice aweek and sometimes i stayed there for a few nights and went out partying in Omni-Ent.
I now miss seeing her and exchanging thoughts on the whole political side of things and generaly having fun. The only way that we can talk to each other is by sending messages through a neutral courier which now is getting to dangerous for the courier to travel anywhere without getting attacked.
Some of you might ask why don't you join Omni why doesn't she join clan, the answear to that is we are 2 different people; I'm a country girl she is a city girl with good friends good job and everything she wants is there.
The only thing this war is asking is for family to fight family and this is why war is hell for me.
Thankyou for your time i just needed to tell someone before it affects me any more and before the hostpital was my next destination