((here is the first part if you haven't seen it- My Story))
The eyes… those baby blue eyes…those beautiful eyes… hr fire was still in them, but it was faint and fading…fading…gone… Replaced by his fearful eyes. Then those prideful eyes. The angry eyes, the hate filled eyes, the pleading eyes… they surrounded him, closing in… closer… closer…
Chris sat bolt upright. He rubbed his eyes and looked around. He realized he was sweating. Randa was next to him, but she was still asleep. He glanced at his clock. Three a.m. He blinked hard and rubbed his face. He got out of bed and walked into the bathroom. He turned on the cold water and looked at himself in the mirror. His eyes…. They weren’t his…. They were terrified. They were angry. They were his victims. He seized up and flipped on the light switch, closing the door so it wouldn’t wake Randa. He looked back at the mirror and saw himself staring back. He splashed his face with cold water and shook his head to wake himself up. He was still slightly drowsy, but there was no way he could go back to sleep. He’d been getting less and less sleep after that conversation with Emiliy. He told that girl too much, despite their agreement. She was, what? 19? And he was telling her his most…. Dark. Yes. Dark was the word for it. Dark secrets. Dark problems. Disturbing stuff. Bah! He kept telling himself she was just a kid and wouldn’t understand or that it would be too much! She wasn’t “just a kid”. She understood things. She grew up fast. Hell, she was probably smarter than he was. Probably my arse, she is far smarter than me. But telling her about the incident with his brother? There I go with the euphemisms…”incident”… bah. He started to replay the “incident” in his mind again, but stopped himself. NO! No, what’s done is done. He looked surprised at himself. What’s done is done… And I can’t do anything to change it… how… depressing.
((EDIT: Sorry for the bad spelling in the OOC, wasn't, er, at full mental capacity last night If there are any problems, give me a PM or an email and I'll fix 'em ))